There might be a small chance someone might do it for free I really think trying it out yourself is a good idea. Learning how to make avatars is a long process but it's really worth it in the end and in the long run. It's also less of a hassle when setting up a commission since you are able to make it exactly how you want without a lot of communication and maybe once you feel ready enough you could even take commissions yourself which is pretty nice! But it's totally up to you if you wanna dive into avatar creation but it might be the best option if there is absolutely no chance of getting a commission.
